Laying in bed during that twilight state between being asleep and being awake is better than any drug. I want that feeling all day.
I’m worried that I’m terrible at everything. Except small talk with strangers, where I can posture, and pretend I’m good at a vast array of other things.
Everything I want to do in my life is antiquated. I hate the new world.
Where is my sweet fucking entry-level position? I can be taught to do things. I can be taught to do things well.
Never mind. I don’t want to sit behind a desk all day, really. I want to build things. Learn to build things, first. And then build things.
Can someone please give me $30k so I can go here?